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The Spill Canvas - "All Hail The Heartbreaker" |
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Ew livejournal. I havent written in here in so long and I dont plan on writing in here right now either. :P Just need some place to put an amazing song, that I am completely in love with.
I had the notion that you'd make me change my ways
My bad habits would be gone in a matter of days
I had the feeling that you'd open up my eyes
To a whole new world that had since been in disguise
But that day will most likely never come for me
And it's just my luck to end up getting stuck
To everything you are
So tonight I'll sit and pick apart your pictures
And overanalyze your words
But the truth is that I've never fallen so hard
It's taking everything in me
Just to forget your sweater so far
I had the notion that you'd make me forget the world
But your undecisive mind shows me that
You are "just another girl"
I had the feeling that those looks you gave me were real
What if I ripped your heart apart at the seams
Maybe then you'd know how I feel
But that day will most likely never come for me
And it's just my luck to end up getting stuck
To everything you are
So tonight I'll sit and pick apart your pictures
And overanalyze your words
But the truth is that I've never fallen so hard
It's taking everything in me
Just to forget your sweater so far
I can honestly say
That I never, ever, ever felt this way
Your lips, your eyelashes, your skin
These are the parts of your body
That cause my comatose to begin
I can honestly say
That I never, ever, ever felt this way
Your lips, your eyelashes, your skin
These are the parts of your body
That cause my comatose to begin
I will sleep another day
I don't really need to anyway
What's the point when my dreams are infected
With words you used to say
I will breathe in a moment
As long as I keep my distance
I wouldn't want to go messing anything up
So don't go worrying about me
It's not like I think about you constantly
So maybe I do, but that shouldn't affect
Your life anymore
I knew it the moment you walked into the door
So don't go worrying about me
It's not like I think about this constantly
So maybe I do, but that shouldn't affect
Your life anymore
I knew it the moment you walked into the door
I'll let you get the best of me
Because there's nothing else that I do well
I'll let you get the best of me
Because there's nothing else that I do well
I'll be the giver and you'll be the taker
I guess that's how this one's gonna go I'll be the giver and you'll be the taker
You've got me down on my knees and I proclaim
All hail the heartbreaker
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[01 Nov 2005|12:08pm] |
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Its amazing how people can be so fake and do things to you that you'd never think they'd do in a million years, atleast not to you anyways. Or they say things you never thought they'd say about you. It makes you realize how a few close friends is all you really need in life and its scary how your trust for people can be taken away in a matter of secounds. I never knew people were so cold hearted and mean till last night, I knew there were some fucked up people out there but I didnt think it was people I actually care about. People I'd do a lot for, people who I considered to be my true friends but then they turn around and stab you in the back ten times harder then you thought was possible. When you do something, you should really think about what your doing and who you're really hurting before you do it cause your intentions could be all wrong. You try go to hurt someone and it all adds up and seems like you are but in reality you're hurting the wrong person, maybe its the person you actually care about. Or maybe you didnt care about them at all. I had such a reality check last night and it makes me sick to think people are so uncaring.
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[29 Oct 2005|11:26pm] |
Aye may zing weekend
with aye may zing people.
first time I hung out with matt in like YEARS :)
and did I mention it was ayee may zing?
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[22 Oct 2005|08:41pm] |
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The Premier. |
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Choose a band/or artist and answer only in song TITLES by that band:: Something Corporate
Are you female or male? :: Drunk Girl
Describe yourself:: Good News
How do some people feel about you:: I Want To Save You
How do you feel about yourself:: Down
Describe your ex girlfriend/boyfriend:: Ruthless
Describe your current girlfriend/boyfriend:: The Runaway
Describe where you want to be:: Cavanaugh Park
Describe what you want to be:: 21 And Invincible
Describe how you live:: Not What It Seems
Describe how you love:: Falling For You
Share a few words of wisdom:: Watch the sky
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[10 Oct 2005|10:50pm] |
So, I just wrote this big amazing update about this amazing weekend and it deleted for no reason. I am not writing it again, atleast not now. Maybe tomorrow, maybe not. But this weekend was awesome. If you want to know atleast a little bit of details go see Kirsties journal. I'm going to bed now that I wasted a 1/2 hour for nothing.
I ♥ Billy.
so much.
Ashley<3
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[06 Oct 2005|10:42pm] |
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i havent been this happy in a long time <3.
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[04 Oct 2005|09:51pm] |
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The Real World |
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So I decided I wanted to start writing in here again, it probably won’t last even though I’d like it too. What I really wanted was a new journal to ‘start fresh’ but there was no way I was changing my username so I deleted every single one of my old entries, found a new layout and tada, its good as new. I deleted some people off my friends list either cause I didn’t recognize the name or I didn’t know who you were, if you want to be added then tell me. I’m not in the mood to really update besides The Real World is coming on in 10 minutes, so if I started to update then I’d get cut off by The Real World or I’d sit here and ramble and end up missing most of The Real World. So I’ll probably end up updating tomorrow seeing I don’t have school :D.
( Oh, the chemistry between us could destroy this place )
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